Big Girl Panties

Due to the fact that my image makes me look a little soft (which is a misunderstanding I’d love to clear), I seriously considered changing it.

Well, there’s no time like the present, I thought.

Right now I’m trying to decide if a slutty Goth is really “me”, or if I might be on the wrong track.

After putting on “some” dark eyeliner and smudgy beige-and-pink lipstick, I stood in front of a mirror, trying to make out through the haze of my eyelashes (yeah, there was also some mascara, as I recall) if I looked more like a Goth or a sad clown, which, as it turned out, totally depends on the facial expression.

Unfortunately, now that I took a better look at myself (maybe the mascara fog finally cleared up, or something), I realized that I do look more like a sad clown than a slutty Goth after all. Although, it might be a slutty clown, which sort of takes from the Gothiness and adds to the sadness.

Yeeaah… That might not be working exactly in my favor, as I just realized.

I’ll keep you posted.


Lyss.